Sunday, January 29, 2012
So I have been in and out of working out. I seriously was into Insanity but P90x isn't what I love. Then I wanted to try Lean version of p90x and I did a few days worth. To add to the whole entire mess I got an ear infection that caused mass damage to my ear, neck, jaw, and head. Was told to bed rest for several days. I'm planning a challenge group on Feb. 1st to start P90x and Insanity hybrid. It seems I have interest then I get ditched. I am trying hard to be the best coach I can be and help people reach their goals. I have only 103 lbs left to lose to my original goal of 175. That is amazing to me. However, when I signed on as a Beachbody coach...I honestly thought people would really be interested and I would have a ton of responses. I have interest, I follow through, then nothin. I feel like a failure already. I feel if I can't share what I am doing what business do I have being a coach. Obviously I'm doing something wrong. I have changed a lot this year. Actually since highschool. I used to be a size 7. Big breasts but I was small. Granted I had a sickness...I was bulimic. I had problems. Then after school it has all downhill in weight. I can't believe I let myself get so bad. I feel like a fat ass. Then I remember how much weight I have lost in 4 months. It's amazing. Shakeology and Insanity helped me. Now I have more to go...I just need to get going again. My friends are supposed to do this challenge with me. But that entails just the workout. I have had several people interested in Shakeology but then they like blow me off. I don't get it. What am I doing this for? I need to get more weight off, more toned, and even healthier. Thank God for my coach's team on Facebook. I have met some great peeps. I love them like my own family. I'm trying to set my own group for Facebook and this Challenge but nobody posts in it but me. I have asked questions I have asked for committments and everyone is just in this reading my posts and no responses. I am being more positive now. I have to be. For myself. For my happiness. For my journey. Because if I can't this was all for nothing and I really failed. So the trek of my journey continues...are you still along for the ride?
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Awwww, Jen, hang in there girl. Just keep doing what Heather tells you to do, and eventually it will start to come together. I'm sure it's difficult at first to get your team started. It's just a matter of finding the ones who are serious and want to be part of this wonderful process. I'm super proud of you. You've come so far. Don't dwell on the past. It happened. It's over. You have a wonderful, healthy future ahead of you. You're the most important ingredient to this process. You can do this, sweetie!!! I have no doubts at all that you WILL be successful in everything!!
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ReplyDeleteYou can do this, Jen. Others can't believe in you if you don't believe in yourself first. I understand the frustration you're going through, but you have to believe that it's nothing YOU'RE doing wrong! You're doing everything right. You can't give up hope now, or feel sad for even a second. Just like the quote says: don't focus on how far you still have to go, but focus on far you've come. Only then will you see what a true inspiration you are, and people will start coming to you little by little. You're not going to gain hundreds of followers in one day, Jen. Instead, you're going to get one follower here...one follower there...etc. It's a slow process, but it's SO rewarding in the end. You're an amazing, beautiful person, and I echo EVERYTHING Laura said. Just whatever you do, DON'T GIVE UP! <3
ReplyDeleteJen Jen, my love... hang in there girl. And you're not doing anything wrong. Im pretty sure a lot of BB coaches get people that say they're interested and totally fall off. You have to remember that for some people fitness is a very hard commitment to make and only the strong and the few actually stick to it. They're just not ready. Keep doing you, Jen, you're doing awesome and you have been an inspiration to me. I am so proud of you! Keep it up.
ReplyDeleteI love you ladies so much! You all are my inspiration and loves. I really do not know what I would do without you all. I need the push or the reinforcement that I am doing fine. I realize through you all and what Heather told me today. It's not overnight. It takes hard work and dedication. Become a friend first and the rest will fall in place. Look how far I am with you all after just a short 5 months, I have grown some pretty amazing friendships and sisterly love with a few of you. If I wasn't a good person, how could I hold on to so many wonderful people right? :)
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